Well what we do say to our insecurities that keeps coming up?! I thought once I sorted out my goal, I would be more focused on my path and all of these distractions will die away. And maybe it will. It just takes time and patience. I have to keep reminding myself that.. it’s okay. I don’t have to freak out over my lack of discipline. It takes time to build a habit. I am trying to pay more attention to the positive voice in my head. Or if negative voice does creep up, listen to it and move on to the next thing. And it doesn’t matter if the next thing happens after hours of contemplation. Basically I am describing procrastination in complicated words!! This encouragement to myself is necessary to avoid wallowing in self-pity. Eh..Cheers!