The more I surf the internet, the more insignificant I feel. Comparisons done against people who have put a lot of hard work to reach massive amounts of success(money and fame – what I am associating success with) In a 2minute video, when a famous person summarizes their journey, I can feel the gollum inside me awakening(preciousss..)
I get this sudden urge to work hard, visions of me waking up early, sleeping late to fulfill my “dreams”. I am going to be ambitious, I say to myself. And..it’s forgotten after 10mins when I plop in the sofa to watch TV. There’s a bit of guilt also, for forgetting my dreams so fast:P
Is this really my dream? An infatuation I guess. So thinking about my plans to make so much of money stressed me out. (Yup.. gollum!) Changing this dialogue to, I will concentrate on building my skills , helped me calm down.
There will always be things that I will be able to accomplish, it probably won’t ever be “out there” for everyone to see, which is normal. You just have to jazz it up with gratitude and love:)